Wednesday, May 6, 2015

Memorization... Translated in Spanish!

(Me on my last train ride in Spain)

As a missionary, you're asked to memorize a lot of things. This is to help remind you of your purpose! Additionally, I think there are a lot of great blessings that come from memorizing scripture. My director for my study abroad program had us memorize D&C 4 in Spanish while we were in Spain, and then recite it for the ward! Haha My roommate and I started working really hard at memorizing it on our way to school each morning. Then when I received my Spanish speaking mission call, I got really motivated! When I had to take the train to the airport by myself for the first time, I memorized the whole thing and just recited it to myself the whole way. This helped calm my nerves and I developed a habit of reciting it any time I began to feel uncomfortable throughout my adventures! It reminded me that no matter what, Heavenly Father wants me in Atlanta by June. So I knew was going to make it home no matter what my current situation was! haha Once, my friend and I were on the metro in Madrid and some creepy looking guys got on and they were staring at us, and I just got a really sick feeling. So I turned to my friend and said, "I memorized D&C 4! Let me recite it to you!" and I just said it to her! The guys got off at the NEXT stop! Whew!

In my mission packet (from my mission president) I received a sheet of memorization. The sheet is in English, but since I already have D&C 4 memorized in Spanish, I decided to go ahead and memorize it all in Spanish. This works great for me because I actually like the scriptures better in Spanish and it helps me understand it better. If you don't already have a basic understanding of Spanish, I would say just memorize them in English. I talked to an RM friend of mine and he said there isn't a point where you're ever quizzed on this. It is really just to help you personally.

Memorización (En Español)
Nuestro propósito como misioneros es: “ Invitar a las personas a venir a Cristo al ayurdarlas a que reciban el Evangelio restaurado mediante la fe en Jesucristo y Su expiación, el arrepentimiento, el bautismo, la recepción del don del Espiritu Santo y preserverar hasta el fin.

D&C 4
1. He aquí, una obra maravillosa está a punto de aparecer entre los hijos de los hombres.
  Por tanto, oh vosotros que os embarcáis en el servicio de Dios, mirad que le sirváis con todo vuestro corazón, alma, mente y fuerza, para que aparezcáis sin culpa ante Dios en el último día.
  De modo que, si tenéis deseos de servir a Dios, sois llamados a la obra;
  pues he aquí, el campo blanco está ya para la siega; y he aquí, quien mete su hoz con su fuerza atesora para sí, de modo que no perece, sino que trae salvación a su alma;
  y fe, esperanza, caridad y amor, con la mira puesta únicamente en la gloria de Dios, lo califican para la obra.
  Tened presente la fe, la virtud, el conocimiento, la templanza, la paciencia, la bondad fraternal, piedad, caridad, humildad, diligencia.
  Pedid, y recibiréis; llamad, y se os abrirá. Amén.

JSH 1:16-17
16  Mas esforzándome con todo mi aliento por pedirle a Dios que me librara del poder de este enemigo que se había apoderado de mí, y en el momento en que estaba para hundirme en la desesperación y entregarme a la destrucción —no a una ruina imaginaria, sino al poder de un ser efectivo del mundo invisible que ejercía una fuerza tan asombrosa como yo nunca había sentido en ningún otro ser— precisamente en este momento de tan grande alarma vi una columna de luz, más brillante que el sol, directamente arriba de mi cabeza; y esta luz gradualmente descendió hasta descansar sobre mí.
 17  No bien se apareció, me sentí libre del enemigo que me había sujetado. Al reposar sobre mí la luz, vi en el aire arriba de mí a dos Personajes, cuyo fulgor y gloria no admiten descripción. Uno de ellos me habló, llamándome por mi nombre, y dijo, señalando al otro: Éste es mi Hijo Amado: ¡Escúchalo!

3 Nephi 5:13

 13  He aquí, soy discípulo de Jesucristo, el Hijo de Dios. He sido llamado por él para declarar su palabra entre los de su pueblo, a fin de que alcancen la vida eterna.

*Note: The only translation I was not able to get was The Standard of Truth by the Prophet Joseph Smith which is found in the History of the Church, Volume 4, page 540.

Monday, May 4, 2015

Why #2 -How this happened


SO.
I just want to be completely honest.

I never wanted to serve a mission. 
Missions are not required for girls, so my whole life I figured, why would I do that?
Missions are hard. 
They are not vacations. 
They are not study abroad.
They are work. 
I knew this, and so I just never really wanted to go.
I can remember a primary teacher one time told me:

"You'll make a great missionary!"
and in my brain I was just thinking:

"yea right. I'm not doing that."

It was never that I didn't have a testimony.
Missions are just hard and girls don't have to go. So why would I do something hard?
October 2011 General Conference, President Monson announced that the age for girls to serve missions would change from 21 to 19 years old. 
This changed A LOT.
Suddenly, the idea appealed in some way....
But let's be honest. I was what, 16? I was determined that I was going to become a professional dancer one day and my whole brain revolved around how I was going to achieve that. A mission would have definitely gotten in the way....

Through the next three years you may have heard me at one point or another say,
 "I am serving a mission!"
Honestly,  I was more determined to go to BYU  Provo and was terrified I wasn't going to get in.
Going on a mission was going to be my cover up for not getting accepted...

My senior year, however, everything changed. A very serious tragedy struck my community and affected a lot of my close friends from church. Through this trial, though, I learned that the Lord's plan is different from my plan. I learned that sometimes, He needs ME.
For the first time I really felt Him utilize me to bless other people.
I realized that the most important thing I could be doing is what Heavenly Father wants me to do.
I set out to do my best to be Where He wants me, Doing What He wants me to do, at the Time He wants me to do it.
With this came the decision to quit dance. It wasn't that I didn't love it anymore. I was just needed elsewhere. That was more important.
I was then accepted to BYU and then started summer term!
BYU.
There's a lot of stigma that comes with that school....
BYUI do (I go to provo though...)
The shoe factory (they go in single and come out in pairs...lol)
and all the pressure to either go on a mission or get married!
Let me tell you a brief story about me.
My friends were once discussing how they were all "Daddy's girls" or "Momma's girls" and I just didn't really participate because I didn't know what I was!
So the next time I saw my mom,  I asked her.
"Was I a "Momma's girl" or a "Daddy's girl"?"
My mother just looked at me with a slight smile and said...
"Um... You were an "Independent"..."
Made perfect sense.
I have never really been someone who follows the crowd. In fact, if everyone else is doing it, it just makes me question it even more.
Hence freshman goal #1:
Do not get engaged or married.

People often asked me throughout my summer and fall term (when I had declared I was not really going to serve a mission) if I ever felt pressured into serving a mission.
Honestly, I can't really tell. Because I don't really pay much attention.
I just do me.
I supported other girls serving missions, and admired them, but like I said before,
The most important thing I could be doing is What Heavenly Father wants me to do, When and Where He wants me to do it.
I wasn't going to be submitting my papers without being 100% assured that a mission is where Heavenly Father wants me.
At that point, I just knew that for Winter, I was wanted in Spain on Study abroad.
(Looking back on it all, I know that how I did school is EXACTLY what He wanted. and It was perfect.)
Christmas Break 2014: This is the in-between time of my first fall semester and me about to leave on study abroad. My a friend of mine from my ward was about to leave for her mission to the Philipines. I was very excited for her, but this obviously brings up the questions for me about whether or not I should serve.
Over Fall term I had prayed about it a lot and received a very strong confirmation that:
 "Now is not the time."
And I stuck to that. I politely and politically correctly told everyone just that:
"Maybe one day. But not right now."
I was home for a month people.
Flash forward and I'm in Spain!
The first week in, I have gone to church in Spain, where there are 8 missionaries in our ward!
2 sets of sisters and 2 sets of elders.
For the first time, I felt like I was the same age as the sisters.
That was eye opening.
As was surviving my first week living in a host home in Spain where the only language spoken was Spanish and we were eating Spanish food...
Let's just say, my confidence sky rocketed.
THEN,
because it was our first week, everyone had been trying to get to know each other and one of the topics is,
"What do you want to do with your life?"
Honestly, I had no idea.
That night I was thinking about all of this.
I decided,
"I just want to serve the Lord for a year or two. That would be really great. "
Well Madeleine, that is called a mission. (OHHHHHHHHHH)
Immediately, any weird excuse I had for not serving a mission just melted away and for the first time I felt truly excited about serving a mission. I wanted to complete my papers that night!
So that's how it happened. 

Saturday, April 25, 2015

Why #1- My Testimony

I just wanted to share my testimony and share why I am serving a mission, because knowing my purpose as a missionary was really important in making my decision to serve a mission. (There are a lot of reasons as to why I decided to serve a mission, because girls don't have to serve missions. So that is why the "Why" is multipart.)
            I know this church is true, I know the Book of Mormon is true, I know Joseph Smith is a prophet of God and I feel so blessed to have this knowledge in my life: to know who I am and where I come from and where I'm going.  Because I have been given so much, I of course want to do everything I can to give back to Heavenly Father. In Mosiah 2:17 it reads, “When ye are in the service of your fellow being, ye are only in the service of your Lord.” There are many different ways to serve, and serving a mission is not necessary to do so.  However, as a missionary, I will get to devote 100% of my time to serving others and inviting them to feel the sweet Spirit which will testify to them the truthfulness of this gospel. To me, there is nothing better that I could be doing to serve the Lord. The spirit is so important to me and my life. I know how important it is and how much joy living with the constant companionship of the Holy Ghost can bring; I cannot wait to invite others to feel that same joy. I know that each of us are children of God, who loves us unconditionally, and that because of the atonement, we can turn to Him no matter what happens in our lives. No matter what we have done, He is waiting for us with open arms. I know that He loves us so much that He sent His only begotten son, Jesus Christ, to die for us so that we may return to live with Him one day. I know that in the Garden of Gethsemane, Christ not only felt the pains of our sins, but every single pain that we experience. He knows each of us and has felt the pains of every singe trial we experience whether they were self-inflicted or not, He knows our sorrows and is waiting for us to use His atonement so that we can return to live with Him again. Jesus Christ is my Savior, my Redeemer, and my best friend. I cannot wait to bring this life changing information to others and invite them to experience the same sweet relation ship I have with my Savior.
            I know that the Book of Mormon is true. Reading it every day has changed my life for the better. I cannot wait to invite others to do the same so that they can experience the same sweet spirit reading the Book of Mormon has brought to my life. 
            I know that Joseph Smith is a true prophet and that he restored the true gospel of Jesus Christ on this earth. I know that Thomas S. Monson is a prophet of God. 
            I am so feel so blessed to know all of these things- my heart is already overflowing with love for the people I will serve. I know that Georgia Atlanta North is where Heavenly Father wants and needs me. I am so excited.
I write these things in the name of  Jesus Christ, Amen. 

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